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Going for the Gold

by Henry Bemis is a Superhero

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1.
Dreams 02:41
Well i don't wanna fall asleep, wanna close my eyes cause i don't wanna be asleep without you and you don't talk to me with words that you want to use and i can't see you with my eyes but in my dreams, you're there and you kiss me. but in my dreams, i die. so i will wait for the day when seeing you gets as easy as the sunrise. so i will wait until the day when i can't even remember what it was like never seeing you again.
2.
well it's 11:11 and i've made my wish so why the fuck aren't you here? and what the fuck can you give to me? when you know all the reasons? and i try to talk to you. but you only ask me one question. "why?" and i'll bet supervillains don't have these problems... i bet they don't even fucking care that the girl that they love has left them for a time to disassemble oh i bet superheroes don't have these problems... so maybe i'll start wearing a cape and maybe i'll start fighting crime and maybe i'll fly down to florida and i'll punch you in your fucking mouth. oh i'll bet supervillains don't have these problems and i bet superheroes don't have these problems
3.
i've made my wish. and i'm making it over again. i've made my wish. and i've decided i'm not keeping it. i'm not spending my life on a pipe dream. i'm not spending my life on a broken kind it seems of a girl who just wants to cut herself and i've already forgotten why i started talking to you and to you i'm sorry. i don't love you anymore. i'm so sorry. and i can't believe i wanna break up with you for a pipe dream for a girl i probably won't ever meet. and you love me so much. and it hurts to let you go. and i suppose it's like what my father once said, "find your self a girl who won't get out of your head and follow her to the break of dawn or til you fall in the line of war." "but for god's sake, die with your boots on."
4.
October 02:53
well i want to smoke away every light of beauty left in my voice and i want to scream away every hole in my heart that you have left behind. and i'm sorry that october couldn't be our month. and i'm sorry that i wrote you this song, but i'll never let you hear it. and i want to let you know you're the girl who got closest to my heart. and i never meant to always be sad and lonely. this is your song. well i played you this chord progression in the summer on your lawn you said it sounded so countrytastic and kissed me on the cheek well, i want to take every kiss back every unmeant feeling that i'm sorry i faked.
5.
and i got a fortune cookie that told me i would complete my goal in two months. and i got to wondering what my goals were. and i came up with this much: first i would really like to have my band play at a punk rock show. my second one would be to smile at least once a day and laugh at least once at a stupid joke my other goal is to get rid of this girlfriend who deserves so much better than me. i can't provide for anyone. not for you, not for me. another goal of mine is to grow up a little, i'm almost released into this big world. and i'm wondering what this guitar has to do with all of that. can it take me up into the sky and save my soul? and my other goal is to kiss tori at least once on the lips. i don't know if we'll meet halfway inbetween her state and mine. and i hope you will forgive me for all the lies i've told. there are few and there are many. some are are new, some are old. and i can't play these same songs til i lie in the ground my fingers have grown sore and stiff and i just want to be someone else. there's a symphony behind me. i can feel it... and i've had this same feeling since i was 9 years old. i'm wondering if it's all worth it. like those stories i was told. you were my one and only, you are my only goal. this is a race to florida, and i'm going for the gold.

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this is an album about growing up. it's something i'm scared of, i guess.

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released June 1, 2010

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Henry Bemis is a Superhero Missoula, montana

hi my name is ethan and i write some songs on my guitar

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